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Whatever wrote:

I first masturbated when i was about 14, when i climaxed i felt so despondant, i knew then that i would never be free of this thing. I eventually slept with 5 prostitutes in 1 night. Have given my life many times to jesus, always end up where i began. 10 years later i am still where i was when i was 14. I prefer to die my life has been a waste, i already prayed to Indun kill me i hope he does.

 

 

sdjah wrote:

I loved Porn! Porn porn porn! now I'm currently going through rehab. It's awful. I'm a sinner in the face of the lord :(

Anonymous wrote:

One time I looked at a bad website, and I started looking at it everyday! I stopped going to school and everyone was really worried. I had to go to intense rehabilital sexual addiction therepy. Don't go on these websites kids! They willl hurt you!

 

 

klyfoxx wrote:

I told my story a week ago and everyday I feel more and more angry with this addiction. 15 years is enough! I am now feeling cheated on and that there maybe a man that wants me not the computer.I don't know what he watches but I have a 8 year old daughter and I worry about child porn. Any thoughts on that?

 

 

Anonymous wrote:

I have been married 35 years in May, my husband is addicted to porn and I still have the pain that I have dealt with for the past 35 yrs. I didn't know these things about my husband until approx. 15 years ago. He knew how I felt about porn, being raised in church, and my faith in God, so he did it behind my back. I am now 55 yrs old and wish I would have done things differently, but I have two beautiful daughters and a grandson. I don't want to hurt anyone but I am considering a divorce. I am so lonely and the thought of what he does while in the computer room with the door closed just makes me sick. We went through this another time, I left for a week, and my reason for coming back then was the fact that he promised he would get rid of the computer and all of the porn in our house, he did but one year later he bought another computer, supposedly for me because he thought I missed our other one, well guess what I didn't ask for a computer and knew what was going to happen. He is deeper and deeper into the porn sites and the movies, the noise actually wakes me up in the night and makes me sick. I don't think I can take much more, I really want out. He has never been a christian and he doesn't think he is doing anything wrong. I have tried to explain to him that Lust is the same as adultery to me, which he has also done in the past. I guess I stayed for the children back then, but now they are married and on there own, the want me to be happy. They have walked in and caught him and I was devastated. I am just sick over this and have been praying for years that something good will happen but to no avail. I don't know what to do! Who can love a 55 year old woman with no hope for her future!

 

Anonymous wrote:

My story is kinda sad except for the saving grace of the Lord Jesus Christ. I've managed to escape but both of my parents, (divorced), were addicted and illicit sex has ruined two marriages for me. I'm on a mission!

Anonymous wrote:

I had the same addiction and could not stop on my own.I prayed about it several times and still could not stop.The Lord brought me through it. I believe that if you continue to ask God to help you and you believe that He can,He will deliever you. I think He just wanted to see it I was really sincere about wanting to be delivered. It was truly bondage before He delivered me because I had no control over my desire to want to view porn. The devil wants us in any type of bondage or "sin slavery",( that's how I felt,as if I was a slave to my addiction). That's why porn is everywhere, the devil has made it easily accessable. Don't give up on God. If you don't give up on Him, He certainly won't give up on you. Further more, don't give up on yourself. What I found out also was that the closer I got to the Lord, the more I was able to not only stop viewing porn but I was able to stop lusting when I saw certain women. The two go hand in hand. These sins just naturally went away. When God took over,it was if I did not have to "work" to stop lusting and viewing porn. Once you overcome it,( and you will) the devil is going to keep trying to return you to those habits. He never gives up. The more you attempt to overcome these sins on your own, the harder it will be to do so. Let God do it.Get closer to Him. As you do, you will find that He really is able to deliver you. Read your Bible and talk to God. The prayer dosen't even have to be about the porn addcition. Just talk to Him about anything. It will bring you closer. Because the Lord knows everything past and future, He knew that one day we would have these addictions. It may be a surprise to us but not to Him because He knew everything that we would encounter in life. Take heart in this; though He is not happy about the addiction, He is happy that you acknowledge that there is a problem and you want to be delivered. The worst thing that can happen would be to be in bondage to porn,( or anything else) and not see anything wrong with it. Nothing is too big for the Lord.

 

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