I feel so much shame in writing this now...because I am struggling now! I cant let anybody know, but I am addicted to porn! I remembered my first glance which turned into great ongoing lust as a child. It began with seeing the lingerie in the BIG Sears "Wishbook" When most kids were marking there toys, I was looking at women in this book! Age 8.....then when I was older I was at a friends house for a sleepover and my friends father turned on the playboy channel for all the little boys...I can remember all the filth it showed to this very day...my curiosity grew...by the age of 11, I found cinemax on thursday nights at 10pm and then HBO had there time on Saturday nights...at the age of 13 we first got the internet...it took me a little while to figure out how to cover my tracks...but that didnt take long...I started walking a road that has taken me to a lot of places I have never wanted to go...and im still on this path. But i am making progress...please pray for me! Thanks, Pastor Charles P.S. I have been led to preach against this to my congregation...but how can I.....? I would be a hypocritte!