I am a 44 yr.old man who has struggled with pornography most of my life. I was 5 yrs. old when a neighbor kid smuggled one of his dad's Playboys out to the "fort". I can still see the first image as though it was yesterday. As strange as it may sound, I was addicted at first sight at the age of 5. It continued to get worse as I got older. By the time I was 20, I viewed pornography as often as possible, and in my later 20's and early 30's the internet made it easy and cheap. My wife has always known of the problem but always believed my lies that I was through with it. Why wouldn't she believe her "loving, deeply spiritual, Bible teaching husband"? Three months ago our business partner discovered on the company computer, pornography. I have since been dismissed from a job that I loved. Thankfully, my wife has stood by me and helped me find the help I needed. I have found a 12 step group and I have been sexually sober from my porn addiction for 3 months now. I must tell anyone reading this...Jesus is the answer along with friends who understand the addiction. Look for the help, because it's there.
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