I am 18, and I really don't know how I first started watching porn. I was about 13 or so when I started masturbating, and about 15 when I started watching porn, some even gay porn. I have been a christian for 9 years now, and I feel absolutely horrible. I don't feel like I can help others or be a part of a youth group. I don't wanna tell anybody because the judgement I will receive, but I Want Help. I can't have a steady relationship because I feel like I'm not worthy of having a girlfriend. I don't know what to do, but I know I don't want to continue to watch porn.It is slowly but surely ruining my self being. Please pray for me. I want to be able to grow up and have a family but I don't feel like I will ever make it that far. I pray to be free from this, but I keep watching. Please, Please pray for me and all other who are like me.
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