Izzy wrote:

I'm now 14. At a young age, I didn't get along well with other children for ten whole years. I was alone and to fill this, I suppose I turned to pornography. I eventually got more friends, but the habit stuck. As I grew up, I learned more about my religion and how the arranged marriage focuses on living for the sake of the spouses happiness and for solely them. At this point I didn't have friends yet, so seeing how I could at least make someone else's life better gave me hope. But with masturbation, I know one day it'll hurt my future spouse. I cry when I think about this. I now have friends and a strong faith in god. I am so close to breaking these chains that hold me down. Wish me luck


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