When I see the stats regarding “Christian” men who are struggling with an addiction to porn my heart breaks! Why? Because for every husband who is struggling there is a wife who is broken. She is left hurt, isolated, full of shame… not knowing where to turn. Her husband’s secret is now her secret and she is being destroyed from the inside out. These wounded sisters need help. They need a safe place where they can be understood and encouraged. I am SO thankful to share with you that Freedom Begins Here is offering such a place. We have created a closed Facebook page for these women to find HOPE and ENCOURAGEMENT from other women who have experienced healing and wholeness in Christ. The Facebook page is called "In Your Shoes" and can be found by clicking on the link above.
We also have a support group of women in Northwest Arkansas who meet on a monthly basis. You can find out more info about that OR encouragement for starting your own by visiting www.freedombeginshere.org and clicking on the contact tab.
SO……………. How can YOU help?
**If YOU love someone who struggles with a porn addiction, this ministry is for YOU! It may be a husband, daughter or son. It doesn’t matter. This is your personal invitation to join us. You do NOT have to walk through this difficult season alone. There is HOPE in Christ and in community with sisters who will love you, support you and encourage you on your journey towards healing and wholeness! Friend, be courageous and join us today!
**If YOU are a woman who has experienced healing in Christ from this kind of betrayal, please carefully consider joining us in ministering to those who are wounded. (2 Cor 1:3-4) The pain in your past can be used for GOOD! Friend, Trust me, you do not have to be a counselor or psychologist...all you have to be is available. As God has comforted you, you can comfort others and give them HOPE. You WILL be blessed by being a blessing!
**If YOU know of anyone who you feel would benefit from this ministry, please pass this information along to them.
**If none of the above applies to you, we STILL need YOUR support. We ask for your prayers.
Pray for our sisters, husbands, children, families, churches, and nation to be set FREE from the seduction of porn that is running rampant in our world today. Pray that darkness would be brought to light. Pray that the body of Christ will step up and address sexual issues as boldly and unashamedly as the world portrays them. Pray that our churches, families and future generations will KNOW the TRUTH and be equipped to handle this war strategically and intentionally.
Together we CAN make a difference!
When you got married your expectations were high, you were so in love. You had found someone you could finally give your heart to. Unfortunately, soon after the honeymoon, you found out that just because he was your husband and vowed to love you "till death do you part", he was human, imperfect and capable of causing you much pain. Two imperfect people coming together did not equal perfection like the childhood dreams you envisioned. This wasn't supposed to happen, Your husband was supposed to be the ONE person you could finally TRUST. With much disappointment, you realized that trust would, once again, be a struggle. SO then what?
Even though you may see your husband moving forward on his journey towards deliverance, sometimes it is difficult to see him as God sees him. I can relate all too well. We tend to see through eyes of the past. We see through distorted lenses. We see through the pain, the tears, the memories.
I normally do not write posts directly to husbands. Because of my own journey, my passion is to give hope to wives whose husbands have or are currently struggling with an addiction to porn. However, this post is different. I cannot keep silent on this subject any longer. As your sister in Christ, I write this in love and in hopes that God can use it to encourage you to be different from the husbands that I hear about. Please bear with me as I explain what I am talking about.
"I cry out to God, I run to Him in my pain, frustration and even shame. I just can't seem to get it all together. Why God, why can't you just "fix" me? Can't you just remove those ugly things deep in my heart that seem to still be there, forever a part of who I am? Lord Jesus, there is this battle, a struggle raging inside of my soul. I see the woman I WANT to be, the one I desire to be and I am so very far from that. She is buried beneath the hurts and insecurities. I thought you and I together had conquered these things once and for all, but here I am, finding myself in this cave of despair AGAIN. There are days when it seems the harder I try, the worse it gets. As if the ground that I had gained was all but lost and I find myself back at the beginning of it all. Old feelings, thoughts of the lies, the betrayal. They weigh heavy upon my soul like a weight with no mercy."
Have you ever had similar thoughts? You are NOT alone, my friend!