I have been struggling with porn since I was in 5th grade and found my Dad's stash of Playboy magazines. Ever since then I have fought the addiction and tried to overcome it and have failed even more, into more porn, harder and more twisted porn all out of the need for the rush. Last year I was riddled with demons and cheated on my spouse. I need your prayers, and I need forgiveness if there even is any for me.
Lord Jesus, please, please, please forgive me. I know this isn't life and I want out. I want to overcome these demons who hold my brain captive and I am tired of being chained to there sin. Please Lord Jesus if you are willing forgive me, set free and show me how to live for you and truly live, not this sick joke of life that I am stuck in.