Hello my name is Pat, I have been through ups and down in porn, sexual addictions, and even to a point of death if you know what I mean. But for the last two years I have come to learn about my condition. I thought I knew Christ at the age of 23 but struggled with my demons for till now. For 5 years I remember about a Fathers Love. Now that I'm 31 I've started to learned that I've been fighting against my Dad "God". Also I've come to a place that He loves me. Open your ears God spoke through His word to me. When I saw this website I said " this has to be the Lord I'm not alone". I've open my eyes and seen the affects of being molested, masterbation, and sex has almost killed me. I said to myself, I don't know what it feels to have a real father, so maybe not understandiing God has been a struggled. Please pray for me I have done some really bad stuff. One thing I do promise is this, I will never give up. I am just one voice typing and now I know I'm not alone.