Stories

Anonymous wrote:

Friends, all i can tell you is that you need gods help to get out of the mess you are in. But you first have to want to change. And when you decide to change, it only gets harder. Before, porn was a prison. Now, it's a battlefield! Whereas before, quitting seemed an easy accomplishment that could be done at anytime, now everything seems to be pulling you back. that was my story, and it still is. every time i sit in front of the screen, i'm tempted. this website helped me see that i wasn't alone. And neither are you. Ask the Lord's help, and fight hard!

 

Anonymous wrote:

I struggle with pornography. I never thought I would have something in my life that I hated so much. I am letting my God. However, I am trying to overcome this addiction and I do believe that I can and we all can achieve freedom from this addiction with the help of God.Please pray for me as I try to stop looking at pornography for good, before it completely ruins me.

 

Anonymous wrote:

I am 14 years old and I am addicted to pornography. Sometimes i stop but then a couple months later i start up again. Please pray for me as I try to stop looking at pornography for good, before it completely ruins me. Of course, with Jesus' help because I can certainly not do this on my own. And i will also pray for all you others who are struggling with this addiction.

Trying again wrote:

Since I was a little kid I always knew what I wanted to be, a robotics expert, or an astronaut at one time, and even a pro basketball player. But since I started using pornography (or at least watching lesbians) I haven't known what I want to be or who I am, I hate myself for doing it and every time after I do I feel horrible, no body knows it except me and it may be slowly killing me, I feel emptier and emptier each day, I don't know why I chose to start, I was young and I was innocent, I didn't know anything about anything and I definitely did not see myself as a porn addict in three or four years, I have tried to stop don't get me wrong, I have stopped for successfully probably about three or four weeks tops, but I always screw up when I am doing the best, I wish that whoever invented pornography didn't, and that whoever made the internet was smarter and blocked all this crap if you have ever felt the way I have I am very sorry and although at times it seems grim i know that it is possible to overcome, that is why i will try and try again until I succeed, because when I can succeed at overcoming pornography, then and only then can I succeed at life.

 

TS wrote:

I struggle with pornography. I never thought I would have something in my life that I hated so much. I am letting my family down and my God. However, I am trying to overcome this addiction and I do believe that I can and we all can achieve freedom from this addiction with the help of God. Many of you may also feel that pull and lure towards sexual sin as through it is a spiritual chain that reels you in. At times I question, How can I beat that strong lure? But I do believe that each temptation or trial that we face that is beaten is a victory. We need to start celebrating our victories and stop becoming so disheartened of our failures. Of course it is not ok to fail but do not let it linger over your soul until you beat your self into the ground. Stand up dust your self off and start counting your victories. We can do this. Remember what Jesus said, Do not worry about tomorrow because today has enough worries of its own. Therefore we must strive to beat porn each day. Don't worry about what will happen tomorrow. Win today :D We can do this.

 

Anonymous wrote:

hello my dear brothers and sisters, i'm omar, i have 21 years old and actually i'm struggling with porn addiction, its kinda hard to say, i was watching Jimmy Needham testimony and i saw this page, and i said "why not", a few hours before i was watching a porn movie and pictures and stuff, i start this disgusting sin at the age of 13 when i was in middle school, mom and dad are no christians, and they did not talk to me about sex and stuff, so i dont remember when was the first time that i watch porn, i remeber that i printed pages of womens, i accept OUR LORD JESUSCHRIST 3 years ago, and its a diary struggling and fight against that, seriously, i dont know what to do, is disgusting is just a horrible habit and i can't still fighting no more, im tired, i have a beautiful girlfriend, is from my CHURCH and i don't wanna lose her, specially, I DONT WANNA STILL FAILING TO MY LORD JESUSCHRIST, I KNOW YOU GUYS CAN HELP ME, AND IF YOU ONLY PRAY FOR ME AND ASK OUR LORD'S HELP, I WILL VERY VERY GRATEFUL WITH YOU, GOD BLESS YOU ALL, AND GOD BLESS YOUR MINISTRY, THANKS FOR THIS PAGE.

 

Saved wrote:

I grew up attending church with my family. I went to sunday school and I would be in Christmas play each year, but when I reached Grade 7 I found myself falling away from God and his views. They'd started teaching sex ed in class and I was curious. Near the end of the school year a lot of the guys in my class had started talking about pornography and other sexually immoral things. (By the way, I'm a girl) That summer I started searching about sex and pornography on the internet. The thing is I didn't know it was wrong, but really if it's something you're not willing to share with your family then how could it be right? I struggled for the next few months with that idea. By December I was trying to commit to going to church, but our pastor had moved to an other church and I wasn't enjoying going anymore. I went to sunday school and met the new Youth Group leader. I started going to youth group to try and quit my problem but it wasn't that simple. My little brother's friend invited us later that year to their church for an Easter play. It was amazing! Everyone at that church was so passionate about Christ and I even new some of the other people who attended that church. From that point on I started going to that church with my family. I got up the courage to tell my mother about what I'd been struggling with, we cried and she held me. It got a little easier, but I was still sneaking into my bedroom every now and then. I felt awful after everytime. I was lucky enough to have made SO many more friends at my new church than the one I had gone to before. I met one boy - who is now like my big brother - who is so passionate about christ and who's really changed my life. I'm good friend's with the pastor's son, the only other person apart from my mother whom I've told this complete story to. Now I'm sharing it with any of you who really need to hear this. I am free of pornography now, though sometimes I do still have trouble with lust. I know that God is always going to be there for me when I fall and that he truly loves me. Christ died so that I could live and tell others of his love. Read the Bible; stay occupied - don't let yourself have a minute to ponder about sneaking away to look at a magazine or masturbate; listen to inspirational music. I hope my testimonies help someone out there.