Freedom Begins Here is confronting the issues no one else wants to talk about.
We've created numerous video resources for individuals, small groups, youth groups,
and counselors to help people find freedom from porn addiction and other sexual sin.
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I struggled for about 2 years with porn and masturbation, more and more frequently and worse and worse content. I told myself if I read my Bible more, God would give me the power not to give in. It worked for a while. But then it didn't work. I stopped feeling guilty anymore. That was worse because I wondered why I didn't even feel guilt. But then God kept showing me passages about obedience to receive his inheritance for me. At this time in life, I'm getting ready to leave school, and go into everything that God has for my life. In the end, I had a revelation of freedom I guess. Completely free. God is good.
I used to personally struggle heavily with pornography and all the sin that surrounds that. During that time a friend of mine gave me his copy of your book. Your book was a huge tool in my freedom with Christ from pornography. I have been free from looking at porn for well over three years now and I owe all the gratitude to God and how he used your book to set me free from it all. That being said, I am a huge advocate of this book. I have bought it for a friend in the past already. I am currently leading a small group of about five people.
"I cry out to God, I run to Him in my pain, frustration and even shame. I just can't seem to get it all together. Why God, why can't you just "fix" me? Can't you just remove those ugly things deep in my heart that seem to still be there, forever a part of who I am? Lord Jesus, there is this battle, a struggle raging inside of my soul. I see the woman I WANT to be, the one I desire to be and I am so very far from that. She is buried beneath the hurts and insecurities. I thought you and I together had conquered these things once and for all, but here I am, finding myself in this cave of despair AGAIN. There are days when it seems the harder I try, the worse it gets. As if the ground that I had gained was all but lost and I find myself back at the beginning of it all. Old feelings, thoughts of the lies, the betrayal. They weigh heavy upon my soul like a weight with no mercy."
Have you ever had similar thoughts? You are NOT alone, my friend!
I want to write to you frankly and honestly from a wife's perspective. A wife who has seen her porn addicted husband delivered and her marriage restored. A wife who has endured the brokenness of this kind of betrayal and experienced the healing, redeeming power of Jesus Christ. I want to give you hope. So let's start at the place where most husbands addicted to porn eventually find themselves........
You've been caught. Your wife now knows your secret.
Now what? Is there hope for your marriage? Will your wife always be this angry? Will your wife ever be able to forgive you? Will she leave you?